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1. Intro
2. I`m Calling
3. God Has A Plan For us All
4. Suicide On My Mind
5. Deity Of Disgust
6. The Addiction
7. Six Feet Under´s Not Deep Enough
8. Do You See Me Now?
9. Original Sin (The Devils Waiting In The Wing)
10. Hell Hath No Fury Like A Woman Scorned
11. Confide In Me
12. That´s What The Wise Lady Said
13. A Child That Walks In The Path Of A Man (bonus track) |
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| 2. I`m Calling |
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When I was a little
Girl I called for you
Come & save me from this, wicked world I´m born into!
LET´S PLAY A GAME, OF HIDE & SEEK!
I WANT MY PRINCE TO RESCUE ME
FROM THE EVIL LURKING AT MY DOOR
My destiny, my fantasy, I´m calling, I´m calling
Was tempted by a mystery, I called to you, only for you
My dreams, are all for me
He'll move the sun & stars, no fallacy
I´m dauntless when I´m with you
Child like dreaming, I call for you!
When I´m all alone
A damsel in distress
He'll come & save me from this, wicked world I´ms born into!
He rides the night, defeats the storm
We'll sneak away, by early dawn
To his kingdom in the sky!
My destiny, my fantasy, I´m calling, I´m calling
Was tempted by a mystery, I called to you
My dreams, are all for me
He'll move the sun & stars, no fallacy
Im dauntless, when I´m with you
Child like dreaming, I call for you! |
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Meaning of the lyrics:
"Based around when I used to role play as a child. Most of us still do but probably wouldn´t admit it! We are so consumed with every day bullshit like bills, debt, work and other worries we forget what it´s like to fantasise, to dream! People take life too seriously."
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3. God Has A Plan For Us All |
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Let his holy choirs sing in sodomy, praise be!
Surrender your body & soul unto him, demoralize me!
So he crept into my room
Whispered my name, Took my innocents away
I´m only five, a perverts concubine
God has a plan for us all
I´ve been touched by the hand of god
My sordid tale, his lie's are blasphemy
You do not believe in him but he believes, in you
He wants you to repent, all your sins, let him in, inside you!
God has a plan for us all
You are one of gods children
Get on your knee's, Serve him well my child
I´ve fallen prey to the devil disguise
God has a plan for us all
Don´t say a word or you'll go to hell
God has a plan for you all
Open up for him! Let jesus in!
His sordid tale, his lies are blasphemy! |
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Meaning of the lyrics:
"God has a plan for us all" is the a common line religious people give us for when things go wrong in our life.Its the only explanation they can give as to why people contract fatal illnesses or die in car accidents or suffer through poverty and so on! This is displayed in the front cover artwork and is also covered in many of the subjects ive choosen to write about. The artwork displays a young womans self destruction through years of sexual, mental abuse ,neglect, depression and eventually leads to her suicide.Its all very complex and not very positive i admit but it covers a lot of subjects we can all relate too. There are some positive subjects also like lust, sex and fantasy. The rest are based around what I discribed a few lines up also self harming, mental illness, love, hate, anger, dissapointment! Haha! Its not as bad as I make it all sound! It´s about life! Read the lyrics and it will make more sense! I didn´t want to sing about graveyards and vampires and rainbows, I picked subjects that effect us in everyday life.
The song covers two subjects but they are both linked. Written about a man who preaches gods word yet finds it acceptable to sexually abuse children. Also this song describes the pitiful chilché used by many religous people who can´t offer any other explanation as to why people suffer in their life. Rape, murder, poverty, whatever it may be, the only excuse that can be offered is: "God Has A Plan For Us All"!
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4. Suicide On My Mind |
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Did I want to live?
Within this empty space
My sleep numbed my pain
Now I`m awake
My sanity has gone
Little girl screams, for life's release
Don't hold me back I want to fall
Little girl pleads, for life's decease
To mourn away my soul
Did I want to die?
Pain consumed me inside
Heaven on my tongue
Drunk down with suicide
Beyond self control
My urge has gone
Little girl screams, for life's release
Don't hold me back I want to fall
Little girl pleads, for life's decease
To mourn away my soul
Time does not heal
A shame so surreal
Little girl screams, for life's release
Don't hold me back I want to fall
Little girl pleads, for life's decease
To mourn away my soul |
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Meaning of the lyrics:
"The lyrics are self explanatory!"
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| 5. Deity Of Disgust |
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Glass eyes shall stare, when tempted by
A smile for the unknown, headrush!
Like the river wild
I see in your eyes
A reflection of
Something forbidden
unleashed by a lie you inspired
I live in your shadow Your secret
Betrayl I clutch in my hand
Deception was not your intention
Deity of disgust
I was destined to take plague to my grave
Dug by my selfpity
Captured by the thrill of my pray
Young skin so addictive
Faller faster than rain
Can´t control this craving
Not that I, feel the need to
I live in your shadow Your secret
Betrayl I clutch in my hand
Deception was not your intention
Deity of disgust |
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Meaning of the lyrics:
"A man who sleeps with lots of women gets hailed a "Stud"! A woman who sleeps with a lots of men get labelled a "Slut"! Why is it not ok, to love more than person? I, like many people have found myself in the situation where I´ve ben in love with two people. Based around carnal desires! Based around love and what´s morally expected!
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| 6. The Addiction |
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I shall scream in silence
I'll cry but not shed a tear
I shall speak with no sound
I shall hurt with no pain
Your hearts as black as the night
On my death bed i'll crawl
You hold the breathe to my life
Something die's within
My soul whispers your name, Are you there?
Ocean of my fears, I shall drown for you
Inabitions die, With your blinding lie
I yearn for you now, Taste me, Bleed me dry
Time cries slow like mourning, without you in my sight
Something burns within me, Deep within my eyes |
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Meaning of the lyrics:
"Many years ago, the first time I attempted to do a solo project and failed, I wrote these lyrics for a man I stupidly fell for. He was in a band and I thought he was the most amazing thing I ever saw! Believing I was the only one! Haha! How dumb of me! these lyrics are about 10 years old now! Wanted to use them and seemed perfect for this song!"
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| 7. Six Feet Under´s Not Deep Enough |
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You'll twist and turn your spite
Till you drain the sane
Cover up your track's with lie's
Deceit hide's a smile
So tired of this false pretence
Can't even look me in the eye
Approached by truth, you take offence
Praise the hypocrite!
I'll dance on your grave until my feet bleed
Six feet unders, where you'll rot
No remorse, your ill fate kept you running
What lie's behind close door's
Your slave's dance, you stamp your feet
Secrecy will land you on your face
No game, no gain
Your sheer presence make's my skin crawl
But your stale memory drag's on
What goes around, comes around
I'll dance on your grave until my feet bleed
Six feet unders where you'll rot
No remorse, your ill fate kept you running
We'll spit on your grave until your soul scream's
Six feet unders not deep enough
No sleep lost, good thing's come to those who wait |
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Meaning of the lyrics:
"Many rumours fly around about who I wrote this song for! I will let you make up your own mind. It took me under 90 minutes to write these lyrics because I was so full of hate at the time. I strongly belive that this person still doesn´t deserve to have all that they have. We have a saying in england "Only the Good Die Young"... What a shame that is!"
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8. Do You See Me Now? |
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Hate the reflection that I see
Wish I could claw... away... my skin
Demons wont let me flee, my minds tragedy
Dont label me, not a minority
Society created me
First cuts the neatest, I didn´t feel a thing
Don´t show me your pity
Second cuts the deepest, a release from within
Don´t try to analise me
Carve pretty pictures of hatred
Avert your eyes, my artwork doesn´t lie
Refuse to acknowledge me
I´m not what you want to see
So inject & study me
Pump me with hypocrisy
Third cuts the longest, I just lost controll
No doctor can save me
Forth cuts the boldest, I´ve an eye for detail
Don´t try to admit me
My condition has no name
It´s not like im insain
Re-direct your empathy
My bodies my vengance
I´m addicted to pain
No one understands me |
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Meaning of the lyrics:
"Another song that covers two subjects. the main one based on "selfharmers". I used to cut myself with knifes, with broken glass bottles. I used to walk to school trying to overdose, not because I didn´t like me, but becasue I didn´t like my life and the hand I had been dealt! Haha! Gods plan! Right! The other topic in the song is about not being excepted for who and what you are. Tall, short, fat, skinny, gothic, punk, whatever it is, people always find wasy to belittle you, most of the time they do this to take the attention off themselves because they are not happy with who they are, and the end result for the girl this is based on is self destruction. This girl was me!"
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9. Original Sin (The Devils Waiting In The Wing) |
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Everything happens for a reason
Everything you love turns to dust
Everything you touch yearns for poison
Your eyes lust too much
I tried so hard to control my mind
To remain true to you
Thrashing the walls of innocents inside
But no desire to restrain myself
I hate to love but love to hate
What did I do to deserve all this from you?
I can´t believe you turned us into this?
It´s far from beauty & the beast, our saga ends
Disgust! I trust you will burn in hell!
Acquiesce, my gift to you
But on my knees, I'll never do
Take your path hand in hand
Like a fool, I follow you
Bleak I seem, now to you
Within your eyes, I am nothing new
Your heinous crime, watch my decline, your vicious lips revolt me
What did I do to deserve all this from you?
I can`t believe you turned us into this.
Its far from beauty & the beast, our saga ends, disgust I trust I will burn in hell! |
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Meaning of the lyrics:
"Eve betrayed Adam with a snake? I don´t understan that, unless the snake had batteries! ;) Anyway, It´s reversed, like beauty and the beast. This woman gives her life and soul to this man who basically can´t keep his "snake" in his pants ;) He is the devil, she is the angel! We used Aaron Stainthorpe (My Dying Bride) for this song as he was the most perfect choice in my eyes! His voice is amazing, mournfull and sexy at the same time"
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10. Hell Hath No Fury Like A Woman Scorned |
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Each morning I prayed
My mirror displayed, my disgrace
From the anger, bruised upon my face
Dragged through the halls
Your cycle re-born
Lost your grip on life
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Re-live your nightmares through us
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Unleash your pain & punish us
We reach out to you, you raise your iron fist
Betrayed, not raised, dismissed!
Your loveless life, no heart warming twist
Neglect,your defect! Forced to shy away
Dragged, we will fall
Corruption re-born
Lost your grip on life
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Re-live your nightmares through us
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Unleash your pain & punish us
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Dismantle whats laid before you
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Drive us insane & banish us |
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Meaning of the lyrics:
"I wrote this about my birth mother. She is metanlly ill and had a terrible childhood and because she couldn´t break the cycle, she raised us very badly and made many many bad mistakes. She will never hear this song, even is she does, she wouldn´t understand it. It was my way of getting a lot of hatred and frustration out. Lots more to say about this song, but I wont.."
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| 11. Confide In Me |
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I stand in the distance
I view from a far
Should I offer some assistance
Should it matter who you are
We all get hurt by love
And we all have our cross to bear
But in the name of understanding now
Our problems should be shared
Confide in me, Confide in me
Confide in me, Confide in me
I can keep a secret
And throw away the key
But sometimes to release it
Is to set our children free
We all get hurt by love
And we all have our cross to bear
Confide in me, Confide in me
Confide in me, Confide in me |
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Sarah explains the lyrics:
"Well, I didn´t write these lyrics, so let´s pretend. It´s a bout a lonely duck, in a duck pond who needs some advice about it´s love life. One day, this duck meets another duck and they become very good friends over a nice hot cup of tea, fall in love and have little ducks. The end!"
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12. Thats What The Wise Lady Said |
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I wish you could be
All you ever dreamed
Move on, no regrets
Try to be the absolute best
Stand on your own
You can make it, be someone
Win the war in your head
Thats what the wise lady said!
There'll be times, when you cant face
The weary lights of day
But be strong & believe
You can be anything you wish to be
Don´t let your fears, hold you back
Life isn´t meant, to be easy
Find justice for what you lack
Time will heal the scar
Be proud of who you are
Taste the phantasies that you dread
Thats what the wise lady said!
I came from nothing here I am
I won the war in my head! |
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Meaning of the lyrics:
"For my godmother, who raised me and if it wasn´t for her, I wouldn´t be a singer, I wouldn´t probably be here either, so you have her to blame! Hehe. She was my streangth, she pushed and pushed me to make something of myslef, to not give up! I love her with all my heart. every woman should be like her! The song contains all the things she used to say to me as a kid!"
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13. A Child That Walks In The Path Of A Man (bonus track) |
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A face that stuns me
Sends my soul into shock
A voice that numbs me
Re-directs my destiny
Did I try to run before I could walk?
Seems you place the blame on our demise
Did my emotions cloud my judgement?
Your world of lies, I knew the truth!
So you think you know what´s good for me?
Thats why you turned your back?
I hope you die, internally
For every tear I cry, I cried alone
This lame excuse, you give me
Am I expected to except this?
I hear you say "You don´t need me!
Move on, your better off without me"!
Did you try to run before you could walk?
I shall place the blame on our demise
Did your emotions cloud my judgement?
I lived a lie, You knew the truth!
So you think you know,whats good for me?
Thats why you closed that door?
I hope you live, Regretfully!
Knowing what you lost, You lost me
I brought you heaven, You gave me hell
Your anger shut me out
I know you wont forget, that final kiss
I hope it burns inside |
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Meaning of the lyrics:
"It´s about being fooled by appearances! Believeing all you hear, when heart rules the head! Falling flat on your face!"
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Site created and maintained by Chris Rehn |
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